Sunday, December 8, 2013

Welcome to the Neighborhood - 11.29.2013 [Avery, Javed, Calden]

Avery Chase

Avery had the land surveyed and purchased shortly after she moved to Denver and introduced herself to the garou and spirits of Forgotten Questions.  That was back in late spring.  It is now verging on true winter, even if some days the temperature reaches the low sixties still before snapping into sub-freezing chills, and she is finally prepared to bring others to this newest, latest domicile.  It took some time, after all, to find the right architect and contractors and builders, and the right decorators, and the right landscapers.  It took some revisions to the original plans when she and Javed joined each other as a pack, because she wanted it to be a place that would just as easily suit his demeanor and needs as her own.  Then she wanted more trees, taller ones, and then they built a garage some distance from the house itself, almost completely out of view from the windows and breezeway that connect the two structures.

Now, months later and at the tail end of the year, Avery finds Javed and tells him that she requests the honor and pleasure of his company for an afternoon and evening, if he would like to travel south with her to -- as she puts it -- their other home.  She also says, with perhaps some fluttering nervousness beneath her smile, that she would like to introduce him to someone.  Ruby, of course, is more than welcome to come, since as Javed's student Avery wants her to feel comfortable going there.

--

5921 Silverthorn Run is not as remote as it could be.  There are other houses and plots of land within view along the rolling foothills.  They are not far north of the caern, however, and more than a few of those nearby homes are occupied by other garou and their kin.  Not all; that is part of why a very large plot of land holds only a very small house, and why the landscapers brought in all those trees, all that extra foliage that was not there before.  It bears the illusion of remoteness, and standing outside on the deck, one cannot hear one's neighbors.  One can barely even hear passing cars, seldom as that happens.

Avery picked up Javed -- and perhaps Ruby, if she wanted to attend -- to come down here.  The person she wants him to meet, she says, will be meeting them there.

--

Calden's invitation was a little less vague.  She'd told him about Javed, gleefully and delightedly, as soon as they were packed, but this is the first she's really spoken of him since.  Just: I want you to meet each other.  Just and I want you to see the house.

--

Now she pulls up, not in the Tesla but in a white Juke identical to the one that she gave to a Shadow Lord kinswoman in Vegas.  She likes it.  It is not so fast nor even as luxurious as the Tesla or any of her other automobiles, but that is why she drives it out to places like the caern or on road trips.  Pulling into the driveway, she looks for Calden's truck, wondering if he's beat them there or not.  She's dressed in jeans that are 'skinny' but not skin-tight, a pair of grey leather boots that end just above her ankles, and a deep blue v-necked cable-knit sweater.  Her hair is in a single loose braid over her shoulder, and there's a pair of rose-gold bangles on her wrist.  She doesn't reach for her coat when she gets out of the car, even if it's a bit chilly.

The house is really... not much to look at.  Stacked boxes.  Sort of a rust-colored exterior.  A bunch of windows, a deck, and a breezeway in between the two upper levels of the separate structures.  On one end of the long part of the house there are stairs going down, but Avery doesn't go to that entrance, walking instead towards the deck.  That is, unless Calden is waiting for them.


Javed Anubis-Sight

The metis was told by Avery, back when they first agreed to be packmates, that she had a home that was in the works that they would both be able to stay at.  He has not seen it yet, but Avery has always been happy to tell him about the progress and the Ahroun has happy to hear her talk of it.  Not that he is dissatisfied with his living situation as it stands; while some may look at his moving from squatting location to squatting location with a wrinkled nose, Javed has found that it fits his needs nicely in the interim and he has had no complaints.

When Avery requests his company to travel and finally see the home, she receives that mild inclination of his head and a half-flicker of an acceding smile, along with the response that he would be honored.  The declaration that she would like to introduce him to someone gets a little sideways cock of his head...not questioning, but intrigued.  It is her undercurrent of anxiety which draws it but of course he doesn't call attention because they do not ask about those things, these Falcons.  And again, he says he would be honored.

And so they drive.  Or rather, Avery drives and Javed rides in the car.  The metis has many skills related to travel, not motorized vehicle operation is not one of them and he would not risk one of her vehicles by giving it a try.  His feet have done him fine and while he is not hesitant around cars, driving is not a skill he feels is necessary at this time.

He is watching out the windshield as they approach the grounds.  He watches also when they drive there too of course; he enjoys the country side and while he doesn't drive, he does have quite the love of trips.  When the building comes into view, it's humble exterior obviously does not draw his disapproval.  He is not ostentatious nor does he have the need for ostentatious things.  Much the contrary, he gets his hint of what may be (for him) a smile.   And that's as much a sign of approval as anything.  He slips out of the car, taking a moment there to breathe in the air of outside the city, and moves to follow Avery.


Calden White

Unlike Javed, Calden had no idea this house was in the works.  He has little idea what is going on with Avery's properties, only that she seems to have entirely more of it than any person could possibly need.  Not that Calden has any right to judge there.  The invitation was received with surprise and delight and agreement; the address was exchanged, and the date and time was set.

Calden does not, in fact, beat them there.  He is only minutes behind, though, and by serendipity pulls up as Javed and Avery are walking up to the house.  He has a new truck, since the one before was totalled by something quite out of this world.  The new one is, like the ones that came before, a heavy-duty Chevrolet Silverado 3500-series with a double-axle in the back.  It is dark, it is robust, and it's actually quite luxurious inside: cream-colored leather upholstery and decent enough sound insulation that he could listen to his audiobooks comfortably on the ride over.  The engine has the distinctive chop of diesel, and when he kills it a new hush falls over Avery's woodland home.

The door opens.  Avery's gentleman caller climbs out of his truck, shutting the door behind him.  He is wearing boots, of course, though these are serious working shoes: no tooling on the leather, and a heavier, blunter toe.  He is wearing jeans and he is wearing a heavy shearling coat, and the only way he could look more like a cowboy is if he also had a hat.  And a bandanna.  And spurs.  And a horse.

None of which he's brought today.  Which isn't to say he might not own these things, but: at least he doesn't make a complete stereotype of himself.  He smiles and waves as he approaches, looking up at the house.  Some things are all about first impressions, gut reactions -- one might argue the very fact that he and Avery are Together (tm) now was based in first impressions and gut reactions -- and his impressions and reactions toward her latest house are immediate and strong and positive.  He likes the simple exterior.  He likes the innovative, modern-rustic styling; the ample glass and the unostentatious wood, the stacked-box shape of it, the fact that it is really two houses linked by a glassy corridor.

"I like it here," he says as he approaches Avery and her packmate, smiling.  "I like the house, too.  Hi," and he wraps an arm around her shoulders, kisses her on the cheek, then lets go and extends his hand to her packmate instead.  "Hi," he says again, "Calden White.  I guess you're Javed."


Avery Chase

They hear the engine long before they make it to the deck, and Avery turns around when she hears the car turning into her driveway.  Suddenly she tightens up, beaming, clasping her hands in front of her chest.  "Oh, he's here!" she says, which is not so far off what she said when Falcon was summoned to bind her to her packmate.

Calden, really, does not look like he belongs with Avery any more than Javed does.  Maybe if he showed up wearing a tuxedo and bearing flowers, with a retinue of his own servants, then it would make sense.  But then, Avery hardly surrounds herself with solely Silver Fangs and their society-bred ilk.  She is packed to an Army-jacket-wearing Silent Strider with one blanked-out eye and blissfully in love with a cowboy, and one of her favorite people on earth is a pink-haired, bird-like Theurge.  Avery is not a misfit.  Avery is not an outsider.  Avery chooses, nonetheless, to surround herself with the strangest sort of people, people you would think would be beneath her.

People she is ever so honored, day after day, to call her friends.

--

Avery at least has the decorum not to bolt across the land's sloping terrain and leap into Calden's arms, but the vibration of her energy beside Javed suggests it's not far from her heart to do so.  She stops walking towards the deck, and walks down instead, meeting Calden with Javed about halfway up to the house.  He says, instantly, that he likes it here.  He moves to wrap his arm around her and she hesitates but allows it, turns her cheek toward him as he kisses it, and then moves away.  She gives Calden a Look, introducing himself like that, that's not how these things are done, really, but she lets it slide.

No, wait, she doesn't: "You have no idea how introductions are done, do you?" she says, huffily, though there's not much truth in it.  She looks to Javed.  "Javed, this is my very dear friend and suitor, Mr. Calden White.  Calden, I'd like you to meet Javed Anubis-Sight, my packmate."  Smiling, she adds: "Javed, Calden is kin to the Fianna and runs an absolutely wonderful ranch up north.  Calden, Javed is an ahroun and Silent Strider who recently began instructing a cub of his auspice and tribe."

Now thoroughly pleased with herself, she clasps her hands in front of herself again and nods towards the house.  "Would the two of you like a tour?"


Javed Anubis-Sight

Javed turns his attention when Avery does in response to the sound of the car approaching.  He is neither tensed nor wary; Avery did tell him that he was going to meet someone, after all.  That he doesn't know who this person is does not bother him for he has trust in his packmate, a trust deeper than any which just about any individual living or dead, on or in the planet, has.

The Philodox's pleasure at seeing the approaching truck brings a new look of curiosity to his face and he folds his hands together just under his breastbone, waiting and watching.  There is, of course, a look of appraisal when Calden gets out of his truck.  Despite only having a single functional eye (at least, functional in the way most people would understand), he has learned to be good at making quick assessments both tactical and otherwise.  He doesn't always understand some of humanity's ways, and thus the ways of people in the Nation that emulate them.  But he's always working on it.

His expression remains calm and curious when Calden slips his arm around Avery, kisses her cheek.  It clearly makes immediate insinuations about their relationship to each other, but Javed has learned not to rely on assumptions unless he has to (and here and now is not a time, he knows, when he will have to).  So he merely waits calmly, watching the two, and then focusing on Calden when he puts his hand out.

There is a slight pause there, because he has a very good idea that Avery will not leave introductions left at the wayside.  And of course, she does not.  She introduces them both and Javed reaches out, takes the offered hand with his own.  His other hand comes forth and rests over both clasped appendages and he inclines his head and shoulders slightly in greeting.

"Mister White.  I am most honored to make your acquaintance."  It can't be said as the most pleasant of greetings, but Javed doesn't do warm as a rule.  It is instead deeply respectful.

The handshake passes and he lets go, looking to Avery with a nod.  "I would like that very much indeed."


Calden White

"I know exactly how introductions are done," Calden replies, "at least amongst the mighty tribe of Stag: by a roaring fire, over whisky, and preferably after someone's eye has been properly blackened.  Since we have no fire, no scotch and no black eyes in sight, I suppose we'll have to settle for your version."
And he smiles at Javed, broadly, taking the Ahroun's hand.  "Javed Anubis-Sight.  I've heard excellent things about you.  It's a pleasure."

Their respective greetings differ a little: from Calden, a firm, thoroughly American handshake.  From Javed, something a little more unusual.  Less shaking, more clasping.  When their hands separate, Calden turns toward his very dear friend and suit-ee, that smile of his irrepressibly and unmistakably affectionate.

"I think you might never forgive me if I said no," he says, a certain spark in his eye, "so yes.  I would love a tour."


Avery Chase

Avery does not mention to Javed so much as a word about the fact that her suitor is of another tribe.  Perhaps, modern and progressive as she is, she still thinks nothing of the Silver Fangs taking their lovers from among the best of what their loyal tribes have to offer.  Perhaps, modern and progressive as she is, she would tear out someone's throat if they suggested that kin are territory to be argued over.  She doesn't speak of it, and Javed does not ask, even though he can smell the kinsman's blood as soon as he sees him.

Calden, for his part, can likely see instantly the appeal a garou like Javed has for Avery.  His reserved demeanor, his manners, his steady calm, even the lack of immediate warmth.  Calden, who has seen Avery descend into madness, seen how vulnerable she can be, would know right away why Avery would not be turned off by a packmate who errs on the side of stoic and polite, and in fact would be grateful for it.

Avery just says pff! to Calden's ideas of proper introductions, waving a hand at him.  She starts to head up the land to the house, coming at it from roughly the east side.  The stairs at the end of the long arm point south, but she goes to the deck instead, entering the other side.  They find themselves in a cozy sitting room, with two warm leather couches and a low coffee table.  There is a built-in bar there, and the doors to the deck let in western light.  There are curtains that can be pulled across that almost total wall of glass, but they are open now.  There is a bit of a mountain view there, though probably better upstairs.

"This room," Avery is saying, holding the door for two of her favorite gentlemen, "is perhaps best compared to a parlor, for the greeting of guests and general entrances.  The bar," she says, indicating it against the wall, "would be, I think, a wonderful spot for the collection of trophies and storage for talens and talen-creation materials, with perhaps a few refreshments."  She looks at Calden.  "Javed does not partake in alcohol, so even if others are imbibing scotch, any black eyes he gives or receives will be given or received in sobriety."

Smiling, she strolls through the little hallway, indicating the stairs they'll ascend in a few moments.  The bathroom on their left is simple, its tiling steel grey and white and clear with accents of pale blue.  It receives sunlight from a high window, and the shower, though just a stall, is roomy.

"And this," Avery says, showing them past the bathroom to the bedroom at the southern tip of the house's long arm, "is Javed's room."

Javed's room is very, very plain.  The walls are a subdued color.  The bed is queen-sized and the dove-grey duvet thick and warm.  There is a desk against the wall with a single chair, and several draws built-in, the desk's surface an extension of a low chest of drawers.  One entire wall of the room is taken up by broad glass doors going down a small set of stairs to a little unfinished courtyard: the ground is a bit clearer, the grass tamped down, a couple of fallen logs off to the side.  Of course there are curtains to shade that room, to give privacy and darkness, and the doors are a bit recessed, giving Javed a small porch atop those stairs and giving the room some shade as well.

"We did not decorate, really," Avery says, as they glance around.  "I wanted you to feel free to add any personal touches or lack thereof that you might like.  The southern sun is diffused a bit by the trees, but it will be one of the warmer spots in the house, I think.  The exterior was planned with flagstones and seating and perhaps a fountain, but I thought you might like to use the ground as a training space.  It's very hidden from the road; a car would have to enter the driveway to have a view, and you would have ample time to hear and change forms if necessary."

She smiles.  "I do hope you like it," she says quietly, "but please tell me if there is anything you would like added or taken away, changed or improved upon.  It will be done.  I know you may not spend most of your time here, especially with the work to be done at Cold Crescent, but it is my dear hope that you will see this as... a den.  It is our territory."


Javed Anubis-Sight

Avery does not mention Calden's Fianna lineage and, though Calden brings it up himself, Javed neither asks of gives any indication that he has an opinion on what it should be.  There are many reasons for this, but utmost among them is one simple, overriding one: he meticulously does not insert his opinions on mating situations.  That is not his place as a metis; it is up to others to make that judgment call and of all people, it is Avery's opinion which is foremost to him.  She chooses who she wishes and she need never fear that, should any situation somehow come up, he would have her back.

He lets her guide them along, allowing Calden to go first and then following behind.  He is as observant as a one-eyed man can be, using that single orb to take in as much as he can while they move along.  He will have more opportunity to take in further details after the fact; unlike people's faces, he can commit the details of these buildings to memory and he will surely do so soon enough.

He nods a little bit at Avery's assessment of the rooms as they make their way through.  A brief tilt of his head is given to Calden at the mention by the Silver Fang that he obstains from drinking.  "I find that they mean all the more when delivered of a clear mind."  It's a touch of humor, though said in his deadpan tone so it could be difficult to tell how serious he is for someone like Calden who just met him.
He slips inside the bedroom Avery has designated as his, looking about with his hands at his sides.  He pauses there, closes his eyes, takes a deep breath inward.  After a moment, he opens it and nods to Avery.  "It is exactly what I would require."  He gives her one of those rare smiles; she even considered the fact that he is used to warmer climates, and it is deeply appreciated.  "I am sure at some point I will add my own touches, but at the moment it has everything that I could possibly require."

He folds his hands again, bowing his head to his packmate.  "Thank you.  As always, you do me a great honor."


Calden White

Calden is a son of Stag.  It is unmistakable, carved into his bones.  Though the purity of his blood is middling at best, the scent of that primal, potent totem lingers about him.  Gives him that touch of russet in his hair; that touch of green in his eyes.

For all that, though, it appears his comment about brawls and booze was a tongue-in-cheek nod to the stereotype, nothing more.  He doesn't look shocked or offended to learn that Javed doesn't drink.  "There's something to be said for being pleasantly fuzzy-minded," he says, "but it's usually best to err on the side of sobriety."

They move into the house.  Avery shows them the space that serves as a parlor; the bar that Calden makes a mental note to donate a few bottles to.  Then Javed's room, as spare and spartan as the man himself.  Calden, his hands laced behind his back, looks a touch wistful.  Must be nice, he thinks, to live in such close quarters with those you are closest to.  He can't remember the last time his brothers were all under one roof together.  His mother is ten years in the grave.  And his father -- well; their relationship is strained at best, their love shot through with tension.

And Avery.  Not so long ago they had a conversation about distances; the time they did or didn't have.  As she is explaining to Javed that they could decorate as they liked, he could use the outside space to train, this is our territory, Calden is rather ashamed to feel something almost like a pang of envy.  To cover it, he shifts his stance, slips his hands into his pockets, angles his head toward the stairs.

"And upstairs?"


Lola Hawkes

Over a shared lunch of a soup thermos and sandwiches with a red-haired Skald yesterday, Lola was informed that the two-man pack that was made of the local Ahroun Silent Strider and Philodox Silver Fang had claimed turf not too far from here.  A house up north from Roxborough, along the mountain bench.  They'd mused back and forth a little-- Eddie didn't have much information and Lola was curious why a Garou so dedicated to keeping the Spire Sept up and running would claim turf so far away from it.  So she pulled what information she could (he didn't know why they were there but he had an address-- because of fucking course he did), laid a few friendly slap-punches in a back-and-forth manner with the Get of Fenris, then parted from him to continue her own personal patrols while he returned to his duties at the Caern.

The sun was working its way rapidly west across the southern end of the sky-- still bright enough to light the land, but skirting closer to the tops of mountains none the less.  Therefore, no headlights were needed, so they didn't cut through windows and announce her approach.  That's fine, though, it was quiet out here, and tires crunching on driveway would do it.  If not that, the house that she pulled up to had windows plenty, so the big rusty white truck that bounced along on poor suspension would easily be spied.

The woman behind the wheel was dark of skin and hair both, and frown lines were still smoothing from her forehead.  She'd missed the driveway and had to turn around, and while she'd been driving this truck since her license became valid it was still a pain in the ass to turn the beast around.  There was no such thing as a 'U' turn, only the five-point turn that she managed to make on a thankfully clear road before doubling back, finding the driveway this time, and pulling on in.

The woman that steps out is dressed in a tan canvas jacket, much like those that construction workers or ranch hands will wear while working, zipped up to her throat.  She had a gray beanie cap on her head, and her jeans were tucked into calf-height brown boots that were scuffed at the toes and worn at the heels.  She glanced about, at the trees and the property that surrounded, before surveying the front of the house and approaching.

At the front door she'll hunt for a doorbell and ring it if she finds it.  If not, a solid rapping of knuckles on the front door will suffice.


Avery Chase

Avery can only grin at Javed's joke -- deadpan as it is, as most of his humor -- about black eyes.  That, if nothing else, helps hint to Calden that Javed's wit is rather dry.  She hangs back at the entry to the room, Javed the first to walk inside, and beams when he breathes deep of its air, glows brighter when he says it is exactly what he would require.  So formal, that, but for Javed, it's almost gushing.  Avery looks like she is about to ascend to the moon on those words alone.

He bows, and she inclines her head, her smile softening.  Later on, exploring the room, Javed will find clothing in the drawers: pairs of jeans and even some slacks, some with many pockets and some with few.  He will find a pair of decent boots and a pair of sneakers and a pair of rather nice shoes.  He will find shirts, everything from undershirts to button-downs to sweaters.  He will find, in fact, that Avery pays meticulous attention to cut and size and has essentially provided him with a complete wardrobe, and that there is a range of cheap but sturdy all the way to refined.  At least one of the sweaters will be cashmere, and in a deep wine color that compliments his hair and skin tone.  He will find that the bathroom is outfitted with soft, dark blue towels and toiletries of every sort, including his choice of disposable, electric, straight, and safety razors, plus a mug of glycerine soap and a boar-bristle brush.

None of that matters now.  They head back out of the narrow hallway, and Avery brushes against Calden as she passes, as though she sensed some pang in him... or, more likely, simply wanted the contact.  She takes them up the stairs, the walls hung sparsely but thoughtfully with very large prints of some of John Fielder's photography of the state's more beautiful vistas.  They are all signed, of course.

"Now, the upstairs is full of the common areas to the pack," she says, rising above the low white walls around the stairway.  It's an open area, with the living room to one side and the kitchen to the other.  The table is rectangular, seating six, and the living room has a fireplace and more seating, as well as a flatscreen that could be hidden behind folding panels.  The kitchen's cabinets are vivid red, the surfaces white and stainless in mix.  "Cooking, dining, relaxing.  And this way," she goes on, heading past the kitchen towards the bridge between the structures, "is my suite."

They cross the bridge, which is open but sided by railings, and Avery is reaching for the handles to the sliding doors when all three of them hear the rumble of an engine not passing by, but coming along the little road from the main thoroughfare and into Avery's land.  This place is quiet enough, protected enough by its distance from the road and its trees, that the engine itself is enough of a warning.

The change that comes over her is instant, when she hears that.  She is straight-backed, turning her head hawklike towards the driveway.  Calden has not seen her like this at her penthouse, nor at her family's house in Polo Club.  Javed has not seen her like that except in battle: aware, alert, but there is an element of guardianship here that might not be seen elsewhere.  She watches as Lola's truck comes down the driveway, parking.  They can see the truck from where they stand on the bridge between the two structures, and Lola can see the little white Juke and the dark, brand-new Silverado as soon as she puts her truck in park.

Avery does not know the truck, and only vaguely knows who the woman is, but she does know who she is.  She steps in front of Calden and Javed on the bridge, hands on the railing, as Lola gets out of the truck and walks a few feet from it.  It is unlikely that Lola misses the three of them up there, long before she gets to the deck itself, or any of the entrances.

And from above, she calls out, very politely but not exactly warmly:

"May I help you?"


Javed Anubis-Sight

Javed is as observant of a man as a one-eyed individual can be, but that qualifier is a signficant limitation.  And Javed is busy being enamored  with his new room (because let's be honest, folks...for Javed, this is an expression of being enamored) so he does not note the wistful look on Calden's face.  Although even if he did, he would not be likely to bring it to light right here and now, because that would not be appropriate in this situation.  Javed and Avery are very clear about the delineations of their pack, and not pressing on each other's thoughts in undesired ways is an important part of that.  Javed would extend the same courtesy to Calden, had he noticed.

Instead the kinfolk asks about the upstairs, and Javed listens, taking note.  He then follows on the tour.  Later he will find the clothes and he will be taken aback.  Not in a bad way; far from it.  But it is a deeply foreign concept to the man, who has for the whole of his existance had only one set of clothing at a time.  This will take some getting used to for him.  But it is not unwelcome, just unknown.

His ears perk up at the sound of that approaching vehicle, and his attention immediately shifts to Avery.  It is their territory but she is more knowledgable about it at the moment, and who may be approaching.  And of course, he cannot rely on his vision to give the identity of the woman who approaches.  He picks up on the breeding, of course, but as always, this is no sure thing.  There are other Uktena about.  And so he uses Avery as a guide to go off of, and when she becomes more alert so does he, letting his packmate ask the greeting question.


Calden White

Calden knows how Avery is about public displays of affection, and even were she not polite about such things he would be.  They were both raised to be courteous, to be respectful of others, to understand that courtesy and respect toward others were, in fact, ways to respect yourself.

So: she brushes against him.  And his hand touches her back briefly.  But there are no other overt gestures, no egregious displays; nothing of the sort.  He heads upstairs behind Avery, beside Javed, making a bit of small talk about the weather and the traffic until they're on the second floor.

"I like the layout," he comments, meaning it -- and of course he would; his own home has its own not-quite-standard layout.  "It's interesting, having the living room and the kitchen a story up from the main entrance.  And those cabinets are amazing."

It's a short trip outside to get to Avery's suite.  Privately, Calden thinks this might be a little impractical.  It'd certainly make breakfast in bed a challenging proposition.  He considers how difficult it might be to encase the entire walkway in glass, and while he's doing that

they're stepping outside

and Avery is sharpening as someone else, an unexpected fourth party, arrives.  The Philodox steps before her packmates, right to the edge of the walkway to call down.  Calden takes a step forward to look over the edge too, his broad shoulders relaxing as he recognizes the woman.

"Oh, it's Lola Hawkes," he says, largely for Avery's benefit.  He raises a hand to wave down to the newcomer, "She's one of the Uktena kin.  Her family's a bit like the Whites.  Landowners and kin, been around these parts for years."


Lola Hawkes

As it turns out, Lola doesn't get near enough to the front door to know if there's a doorbell there or not.  Bodies are spied on a bridge that connects the house to what she would assume to be a shed or a guest suite or something like that.  Lola's house was rough, a log thing with enough space to house a loft upstairs and a couple of bedrooms, but simple.  Between Thomas and Calden's homes, Lola was a mite surprised to see that something lived in by a Silver Fang was as simple looking as it was, but given the windows on the top floor and the fact that, well, a Silver Fang lives there, she imagined the interior would be another story entirely.

She'd paused and redirected her route when she saw bodies up on the bridge, and with her hands jammed into her coat pockets she'd circled around to stand before the bridge-- not quite close enough to have to crane her neck too much to look up, but at least near enough that a raised voice would do;  no shouting necessary.

Javed is recognized for there aren't many men who resemble him about, and Lola expected that she would likely find him about here after all.  She didn't immediately recognize Calden for she didn't really think to see him here.  Though Avery had never really been spoken to before, she's been seen at a Warmoot or two prior to this day, and beautiful blond women of such regality are difficult to mistake after meeting once, even if it wasn't a formal meeting.  The Philodox is recognized instantly.

She asks how she can help, and Lola rolls her shoulders and calls back:  "Was just comin' to welcome you to the neighborhood.  And, if Javed's here, say hey and touch base."  The third person, the man in the cowboy hat, waved to her.  Lola looked at him a little more closely, and her brows furrowed some (though the expression is impossible to read from this distance, really), but she lifted a hand from her pocket and waved back anyways.  There's only the tiniest thread of uncertainty, caution, or something-else when she greets him too.  "Hey, Calden."


Avery Chase

Lola Hawkes, Calden announces, for both Avery's benefit and Javed's.  Avery's tension, calm but present, eases a bit as the cowboy waves to the Uktena.  Avery smiles, and she waves down to Lola as well.  She did know the woman on sight, though perhaps not by name and still does not know her intent.  This is Javed's territory and Calden was invited, but Lola's presence here keeps Avery's mild tension alive.  There must be a reason, and Avery hopes it is not as dire as she suspects it might be.
Oh, she does hope this is simply a social call, and they aren't going to have to interrupt their tour to go demon-hunting.  Though that would provide them with some trophies to clean up and display downstairs.

--

to welcome you to the neighborhood

And just like that, instantly, Avery's face breaks into a bright, open smile.  She lifts her hands from the railing, pressing her palms together.  "Oh, that's so thoughtful of you.  Neighbors!"

You can tell what glee that thought gives her.  Avery waves towards the longer structure of the house.  "Come in the middle door," she tells Lola.  "We'll be right down."  Turning to the gentlemen with her she adds: "I hope you don't mind; surely we can continue the rest of the tour later, but we have a guest!"

We.  And in she goes, traipsing down the stairs to the room she called a 'parlor' earlier, swinging the door open to the deck to greet Ms. Hawkes.  It is not a large building, and from what Lola can see through all the glass, the interior is actually rather cozy, the couches soft and leather and comfy-looking, the wood pale and clean, the landscape filled with privacy-giving trees.  Everything smells alive and outdoorsy.  Certainly not what one might expect from a Silver Fang whose monogram is four initials, but then: one might not expect her to be packed with a metis Strider or hanging around a cowboy, either.  No matter.

"Welcome!" she says to Lola, instantly, beaming at her.  "Come, come in.  Make yourself comfortable."  There is, of course, a coatrack beside the door, an elegant and simple steel thing on three legs.  It is probably from Ikea.  "Would you like anything to drink?"


Javed Anubis-Sight

Avery has concerns that, on their first visit to the house as a group, they may find Lola bringing a demon hunt to their door.  Javed has other concerns, considering how his last conversation with Lola went.  He did not catch the worst brunt of Lola's anger of course, but he is well aware how little the Uktena thinks of re-opening the Cold Crescent.  And while he is resolute and not afraid to discuss the issue, it would not have been his first choice for a conversation at this moment.

"Thank you," he says, more quietly, to Calden for identifying Lola before he--well, he does not wave.  Waving is something to be done as a signal when you cannot communicate in a verbal manner.  So instead he speaks out in that gravelly, accented baritone.  "Good afternoon, Ms. Hawkes."

Avery's excitement may not exactly be reflected in Javed, but that is simply because Javed is not the excitable sort.  And besides, she is correct; they have a guest and there is a certain level of hospitality that is expected.  And so he nods to the Silver Fang amicably.  "Of course not." 

And this is how he finds himself walking aloing with her, back downstairs to help his packmate meet Lola.  "A pleasure to see you as always," he says with his ever calm, ever even expression.


Calden White

A guest.  Their first guest!  Avery is beside herself with delight.  Following her down the stairs, Calden bows his head to hide a grin.

And then she's opening the door -- the middle one -- and inviting Lola Hawkes inside.  Calden, who is in fact not wearing a cowboy hat today (and likely less recognizable to Lola for it), smiles at her over Avery's shoulder.  He has his arms folded casually over his chest, hands tucked under his biceps; unravels one now to shake Lola's hand by way of hello.

"Live in the area, do you?"


Lola Hawkes

The joy that is cast through the air from one story of the house down to the lower was noticed, certainly, but not acknowledged in any outward way by the gruff looking woman who stood on the dirt and grass of what could constitute a yard.  She's called a neighbor and advised to go meet them at the middle door.  Though Avery was smiling brightly, though Calden was waving and a friendly entity as well (neverminding the last time that she'd seen Javed and the note she'd left that encounter on), Lola did not seem to be able to share the enthusiasm-- or at least, she couldn't be bothered too.  She just nodded clearly and shifted her weight to move.

Javed's greeting has her pausing for a moment, long enough to give the man born under the same moon she'd originally been promised to a good solid eye-to-eye kind of stare (no hostility, though, just a matter of 'I see you and you see me') before lifting one hand to hail him and moving toward the door that she'd been invited to.

When the door is opened to reveal Avery, Javed, and Calden all three, Lola looks blandly surprised.  When she finds that Avery is beaming and inviting her in and offering her a drink, and all so genuinely on top of that, the Kinfolk's dark and expressive eyebrows crawl higher on her forehead, and that bland surprise turns to something more genuine.  Clearly, she's left bewildered by the enthusiastic show of hospitality.  It has her hesitating before stepping over the threshold and unzipping her jacket.  "Ah, thanks," she told Avery uncertainly.  "I'm alright for now--" to the drink, followed by another: "but thank you."

The coat she's wearing is shed to reveal a green camisole that covers the tops of her legs, and there's a loose brown long-sleeved shirt overtop of that.  Javed gets a nod, but not unlike him smiles don't necessarily come easy or by default to the Uktena.  The greeting seems friendly enough all the same.  "Of course, Javed.  Good to see ya."  Hope I didn't make too big of an ass out of myself last time, she thinks about saying, but decides she doesn't want to share the story with Calden and doesn't want to pick up that argument when she's trying to make friendly.

For Calden, the only physical greeting, and because he initiates it.  The hand he offered is clapped with her own, and the shake she gives is as solid and stern as the rest of her.  "Sort of.  Hell of a lot closer here than your ranch, anyways."

Then, to the room in general, but deferring to Avery by default because this is the woman she's meeting for the first time, and the one who had addressed her first.  "Heard that this pack set up turf out here.  Had me wonderin' and wantin' to come see what's up-- I mean, aren't you guys posted out in the city?"


Avery Chase

Lola is certainly too young to be seen as gruff.  Javed!  Now there's a gruff-looking sort, and he's certainly not really gruff, and Calden keeps saying his father is rough and gruff but Avery truly can't find it in him, so Calden must just be to close to the problem.  Avery, for what it's worth, has enough enthusiasm and congeniality to make up for Javed's stoicism and Lola's... Lola-ness, and Calden is at least friendly and neighborly and Javed is always polite and mannerly, so really, she thinks the scales are tipped rather strongly in her direction.

There are no servants here to swoop in and take Lola's coat and hat, though naturally if there were servants here, you probably wouldn't have noticed them until they were needed (or they're not very adept servants at all).  Avery herself is offering to take that jacket as it's unzipped, hanging it on the coatrack as the door is closed behind the Uktena, and her hat as well if Lola removes the beanie.

"Oh, doesn't he live just ridiculously far away?" Avery says to Lola at the mention of Calden's ranch.  The tone is one almost of conspiracy, joint exasperation with the distance.  "It's wonderful land, though.  I chased an elk there!" she adds brightly, not mentioning that she leapt over Calden's truck in its pursuit, took it down, and ripped it into delectable pieces in front of him until her belly was swollen with meat and blood and she was satisfied enough to take notice of the kinsman.  But hey! Chasing elk!  Fun!

That moment of friendliness, that suggestion that she and Lola are in on something together, that Calden is so rude to live so far away, is followed a few moments later by a gentle touch of Avery's shoulder against Calden's arm as she passes by him.  It's a subtle thing, but if Lola were yet -- after seeing Calden here at all, after Avery's very clear statement about having spent time on his land -- wondering how these two know one another, there is enough quiet intimacy in that brushing touch to fill in some of the blanks.

Avery smiles at Lola, cocking her head.  "Well, that is where my home and kinfolk are, and where my pack most often hunts.  But the caern is here, and the moots, so we are here regularly enough to warrant a domicile.  Besides, Javed did not want to impose himself on my family's house, and I would be remiss if I didn't provide a sanctuary for my pack when wanted or needed."  She spreads her hands happily to indicate the house.  "And so."

Her hands lower again, gracefully, to her sides.  "Naturally we will not always be present, and perhaps not even the majority of the time, but all of Gaia's creatures who have not fallen from their purpose deserve a safe place to lay their heads.  This will be one of ours."


Calden White

Calden can't remember if he's disclosed the nature of his relationship with Avery to Lola.  He knows he's mentioned her -- used her as a counterexample to Lola's own story of i thought i was one thing but i was another -- but he's not sure he's actually spelled it out.  He doesn't think he has.  Discretion is a part of his nature; it's a piece of what he considers common courtesy.

Still, it's not like either of them is trying to hide it.  The signs are there: the casual contact, the way his head turns to follow Avery sometimes.  The look in his eyes when he sees her so happy, which transduces into a warmth that simmers all the way through the smile he turns on the Javed and Lola.

"It's hardly my fault my ancestors decided to put roots down so far north," he says.  "But at least up there all I have to worry about are rainstorms and flash floods."


Javed Anubis-Sight

Calden and Avery make small talk, as is perfectly appropriate.  This is good, as it is not one of Javed's better skills.  The man may have his moments wherein he is well-spoken, but he simply never developed a gift for discussing matters that are not of a greater import.  That, of course, is not to say that being friendly and polite is not important, or that matters of socialization for the sake of camaraderie does not have value.  It is simply somewhere that he is a bit lacking and thus he is grateful for his packmate and her suitor's ability to engage Lola in this manner.

Lola brings up the matter of the pack living this far out when they are based within the city, and Avery does an excellent job of explaining the matter.  Javed, for his part, has his own reasons that are in addition to what Avery has to say.  "Indeed.  And of my part aside from that...while we are primarily operating within the confines of the city and remain steadfast in those plans, Ms. Hawkes...I grew up even less urban than this, and my people have a tendancy to move often.  It is my hope that, with a variance of venues, I shall not fall prey to the wanderlust inflicted on my tribe for the fact that we do not have a homeland to call our own."

It is said without moroseness or even melacholy, really.  It is simply a matter of fact.  While all Silent Striders feel the loss of their ancestral homeland of Khem, there is something to be said for the fact that you cannot understand a loss that you never had in the first place.  And with Javed's reserved demeanor, any sadness he may feel about it is deep enough within to not be visible on the surface.


Calden White

[VERY BELATED EMPATHY]
Dice: 5 d10 TN6 (1, 4, 10, 10, 10) ( success x 3 )


Lola Hawkes

'Gruff' might not be the most appropriate word for Lola's apparent and abundant youth.  And yet it's not too far off.  She doesn't look mean or angry, necessarily, but she still doesn't smile, not even in a crinkle of the eyes or a softening of that still semi-surprised expression that she wore.  Avery had offered to take the jacket that Lola had shrugged off, but the Kinswoman doesn't abide.  She manages not to be rude about it, doesn't refuse the gesture with a defensive jerk of the shoulder or block of the body.  She's just seamless in continuing the action of shrugging the coat off and turning into a reach for the nearby coatrack.

When her arms lower from depositing the coat she tugs the loose hem of her over shirt.  Something about that gesture is purposeful, a mite self-conscious, but soon enough her thumbs hitch into her pockets and her eyes lay on Avery to hear her out.

Yes, Calden lives impossibly far away, but the ranch is great.  Our work is in the city, but for Moots and other duties it's worth having the land.

Javed started speaking next, explaining that a change in location helped with the wanderlust that grew in the bones of his people much like the prying curiosity that was fostered in her ancestors as well.  While he's explaining this her eyes cut quickly, sharply, to Avery and Calden, catching the friendly brush and the way that the Kinsman's eyes trailed along after the Philodox, the fondness of the expression there.  Lola's brow furrowed and lips pressed together, but she was quick to cut her gaze elsewhere, to pretend that she was instead frowning at a picture on the wall while she worked to smooth the look from her face.

We're not here to start fights, girl.  Come on, now.

It's all too easy for Calden to know what that look, what that earlier tone was all stemming from, though.  She had clear disapproval for the cross-tribal affection being displayed modestly, but casually and openly none the less before her.  But, at the same time, he's able to see that she's at least trying to swallow it down, making a (poor, apparently) effort to mask it.

Another tug at the bottom of her shirt, and she's talking to Javed because it was better to distract herself with him than to linger on the physical reflection of a rumor she'd heard a while ago anyways.  "I won't lie to you, Javed, I was beginning to wonder how much longer 'till your feet would find the road.  Longest I think I've seen a Strider keep around is a year and a half...?"


Avery Chase

The refusal to be helped, the frown that Lola can't quite keep off her face -- oh, Avery notices.  The fact that Lola is prickly and self-conscious isn't a secret, even on their first meeting outside of a warmoot.  But Avery does not pry.  Avery does not look even so deeply as Calden does, and misses that barely-hidden disapproval.

She does not miss, however, what Lola says to Javed.  Her head tips.  She smiles.  "You've known many Striders?"


Calden White

Disapproval.  That's what that something was.  Calden sees it, notes it; doesn't shy from it, but says nothing of it.  Truth be told he can't even blame Lola for it.  She's an old-fashioned, opinionated creature, and there are many of them out here near Forgotten Questions.  On some level, he's almost surprised that this is the first time someone's looked at him, looked at Avery, made the connection and disliked it.

Then again: they're discreet.  They're private about their private lives.  The number of Garou and kin who know could probably be counted on two hands, if not one.

At any rate, Lola says nothing of it either.  She turns the attention on Javed instead.  Makes one of those typically Lola comments: blunt, a little socially insensitive.  Something about Avery's smile looks perhaps a little edged to Calden.

"Well, there are a lot of wanderers in Owl's tribe," he's doing his best here, "and a lot of drunkards in Stag's.  But it's probably not fair to tar everyone with the same brush."


Javed Anubis-Sight

Javed and Lola are surprisingly alike in many ways.  Their habits toward self-reliance, their generally serious demeanors.  They are not the first people that you would find within a high-class social setting.  But there is a reason for this; Gaia made them for other purposes.  They both come with their own challenges toward accomplishing that purpose, of course.  But even in those challenges, there is similarity: the desire to rise above those challenges and be more than others have thought they could be.

Lola suggests that she was expecting him to find his way elsewhere eventually, and the Strider is not offended.  It is a common assumption, and not an inaccurate one for an outsider to understand.  It is commonly known that the tribe wanders, of course.  It is even known, to some degree, why they do.  But there is something that is rather less spoken of, and that many within the Tribe to not acknowledge, at least to each other.  Wandering is not always something to be desired by the Children of Owl.  Far from it.  Their wanderlust could be better described as a wandering curse.  Javed knows deeply what it means to want to stay somewhere and not be able to.  This is not his first Sept.

He gives a light shake of his head in response to Lola's words, even though she didn't ask a question that would be answerable by assent or dismissal.  "I plan to go nowhere, Ms. Hawkes.  There is much room within the city and the more Wyld-oriented outreachings for me to wander within.  I have found that a greater purpose and a sense of duty to pack, Sept and city is a weight that I shall gladly allow to hold me down and keep my feet from pointing away for too long."


Lola Hawkes

Avery asks brightly if Lola's known many striders, but there's a new manner about her when she does, like someone tightened a bolt just a half-a-twist more to the right than before.  Calden's eyes hopped from her to Lola, and he'd expressed a stereotype of his own tribe and tried to difuse by saying that not everyone operated the same.

Lola cleared her throat quietly and lifted her chin so it was a clean 90 degree angle from the floor beneath her.  She responded to perceived tensions like they were small challenges, and her posture reflected this, but her tone of voice is at least casual and even when she answers Avery.  Hell, she even goes so far as to dismissively bounce her right shoulder in a half of a shrug.  "Not personally.  I've seen a few pass through the Caern over the years, though."

For Calden, a glance and a raise of eyebrows.  She may have said something to clarify herself to him, but Javed's deep voice picks up and he has Lola's attention once more.

When all's done she's looking uncomfortable.  Not to any extreme, not nearly how Javed had seen her at the park the other weekend, or how she had been with Calden when they were having sandwiches and meeting formally for the first time, when he'd had the conversation about birthright and its pros and cons and perceptions(delusions).  But she's still got a defensive straightness to her spine, and she's working her jaw in small ways behind closed lips until the air is still enough for her to speak.

"I ain't sayin' that I think it's a surefire thing you'll go off, man.  Just wanna get that straight.  But I think it's fair to wonder."  And worry, is the unspoken part, but that'd be too much to say aloud.  "I'll be glad to see ya stay, though."


Avery Chase

"Mm," is Avery's only response to the answer Lola gives to her question.  If she, like Calden, senses some coldness to Avery that wasn't there before, perhaps it can be waved away, understood as overcompensatory defensiveness of her packmate.  But Avery has never shown that before, even if only Javed would know that.

That said, she watches Lola, seeing that self-consciousness and tension appear again, the discomfort washing over her, and Avery just feels wretched then, even as Lola's spine stays rigid with defensiveness.  Oh no, that isn't right at all.  Not in her home.  Not a guest.  Avery shakes her head gently.

"No.  I don't think any of us think that you were saying such a thing, Ms. Hawkes," she says, her brows stitching together for a moment.  "But not all things it is fair to wonder to oneself are similarly fair to wonder aloud.  We do our minds and honor a disservice when we do not give ourselves adequate time for contemplation, and weigh what we wonder against what we know for sure."

She doesn't add: we do those around us a greater disservice, too, because she doesn't think she needs to.  She just dismisses it thereafter, turning sideways to offer Lola a path to the stairs.  "Even should Javed depart from us, it is not something he would need to explain to me, and not something he should have to defend to anyone else.  We must have faith in the strong among us.  Faith, at very least, that they will always be there when they are needed."  She smiles.  She means it.  "And Javed is very strong indeed.  I have heard similar things said of you, when your name is mentioned: that whatever else is wondered of you, you are there when you are needed.  And that is high praise, no matter the source."

That gesture, that stepping aside to clear a path, was not for no reason.  With her smile, Avery adds: "You should join us for a snack.  We were in the middle of a tour, and you're more than welcome, though it's a short one."  That bit is wry, her eyes twinkling.  The house is small, after all.


Calden White

If someone were to ask Calden, right now, why he feels the way he does for Avery, he'd point out what just happened.  He'd point out how Lola had put her foot in her mouth, and how the others had reacted to it, and how she'd felt defensive, and how Avery,

instead of rubbing it in, instead of lording over Lola's misstep, instead of being exactly the sort of over-entitled arrogant royal one might well expect a woman of her breeding and background to be,
felt bad for her.  Felt compassion.  Felt driven to go out of her way to forgive, and to teach, and to uplift, and to welcome.

That.  That's what he'd point to, right here and now.  It changes though, hour to hour, minute to minute.  His adoration is a light; his perception of it, a many-faceted prism.

--

"It's a pretty good one though," Calden puts in, smiling, and by doing so shows that he too wants to welcome Lola into this den.  "Charming tour guide.  Worth the admission price.  Oh," he looks at Avery with a spark of sudden dismay, "I should have thought to bring steaks."

Javed Anubis-Sight

Javed notes Lola's discomfort; that is the kind of behavior that crosses species lines.  He has an easier time with those kinds of reactions.  He does not, perhaps, understand why though.  It is one of those moments wherein he doesn't get that his rebuttal may have come off like reproach, when it was instead simply a blunt correction.

And thus, Lola clarifies defensively, and Avery smoothes it out.  This is where Avery excels but Javed is less good.  And he knows it, and he bares to shame in that fact.  It is how things should be.  They learn from each other how best to complement each other's roles in both Nation and Pack.  And seeing how Avery soothes the situation...this is a learning experience for him.

"By all means, Ms. Hawkes."  He nods.  "Please do join us."


Lola Hawkes

The woman of fair hair and similarly bright words speaks up again, interjects into a situation that Lola was beginning to feel slide out from under her, like the beginning slow crawl of the land that had slipped below her boots a couple months back and left her stranded on a rock in the storm.  She could feel but could not help the tension leaking into her muscles, but was quick to have her attention pulled to Avery when she spoke up.

Though her posture does not immediately relax, it's quite clear that Lola is doing more than just listening to what Avery is saying, but she's focusing on hearing it as well.  Lola came up with a rough-housing set of agemate cubs, being knocked in line by mentors and teachers and her older sister from time to time as well.  She knew some base tenants of how to behave, and one of the major ones (bolded and underlined in the rulebook) was respecting the territory of another.  She was still by default perceiving this more as Avery's territory than Javed's (perhaps because she was not convinced that Javed would not be temporary, perhaps because she knew it was Avery's money that paid for the place, perhaps even simply because Avery had invited her through the door, had greeted her first, and that was perceived as dominance asserted), so she deferred to the Silver Fang and minded her words.

She's telling you to think about what you say before letting it fall out of your mouth.  Doesn't that just sound familiar?

Yeah, she answered herself in her mind, but there's no reason to linger on it.  We're moving on.
So Lola's shoulders rounded a little more and she glanced between the two men there as well, from Ahroun to Kinfolk, before tipping her chin back and scratching at her throat roughly with blunt, unpainted fingernails.  "Alright."  She'll go on the tour, she'll have the snacks.

For Calden's offer of steak, she addresses him directly again, for the time being willing to swallow back whatever disapproval it was that he had so clearly read on her face and in her spine just a minute ago.  "You should've-- I'd've eaten the hell out of some steak."


Avery Chase

Calden is remorseful.  He brought neither steaks nor scotch.  Avery turns to him, blinking once or twice, taking on an expression of affront and patience comingled.  "Well, I don't see how I can help you if you fail to think ahead, Mr. White," she says archly,  teasingly, following it with a smile that contains any and all of the warmth that has been lacking in other interactions.

The truth is, this is Calden and Javed's first meeting, and her comportment with each of them is very different.  Her demeanor with newcomers and visitors is, too, wholly different, and Avery is not so perfect that she isn't trying to find a happy middle ground with the three of them and how to behave: to be a little warmer, to not be too familiar, to show her appreciation for restraint, to offer comfort to someone who traveled here just to say hello to new neighbors, to bear in mind her last conversation with Calden and how he might be feeling, to not push too hard with Javed, to control the animal instinct to viciously, ruthlessly defend her pack and her territory against even the hint of offense -- oh! It would make one's head spin.

Good thing there's nosh upstairs.

--

She looks so pleased that Lola will stay, and leads them all up the stairs again while Lola is chastising Calden for not bringing steaks.  Avery's steps are light, even in those little boots of hers, taking them back up to the living room and dining room and kitchen with its glossy red counters.  She shows them all across the bridge and into her suite, though perhaps it means something that she doesn't open the door to her bedroom.  Down the stairs there is a guest bedroom with two twin beds, a guest bathroom, but they go back upstairs again for food.  There, she is the one to suggest that Calden build a fire, saying something about how it just seems right that a man with a dozen hearths in his own home be the one to christen the hearth in this one, and perhaps she's right: perhaps there is some luck, some blessing, in having a Fianna build your home's first fire.  There is dry wood on the bridge between the two structures, long matches beside the fireplace.

Avery is also the one to open the fridge and begin pulling out trays of canapes: herbed avocado on thin slices of crusty bread.  Rare slices of tenderloin shaved and topped with diced tomatoes and basil.  Cucumber slices with goat cheese, chives, and tiny periwinkle-blue borage blossoms. Prosciutto rolled tightly around Julienne-cut pear and bites of bleu cheese.  Minted watermelon cubes.  Russet potatoes the size and shape of golf balls roasted and filled with dollops of sour cream.  Chilled pavlova cups bearing crescents of kiwi and sugar-frosted raspberries.  Triangles of toast smeared with roquefort and a single walnut and leaf of parsley.  Every shelf of the fridge is taken up by these trays, and though the bites are small, there is enough food for three times as many people.  Those tenderloin and tomato bites are not quite a full steak on someone's plate, but there is enough red meat and carbs available to make it worth one's while.

Sparkling water.  And perhaps it's a nod to Javed that there is not even alcohol being served just now, though Avery has not refrained entirely from partaking in his presence.  This is his first meal in this den, though; she will not have him excluded from anything.  And there is a sense of ritual to this, too, when she brings the food out as Calden is building a fire.  There is a sanctity over it, with the sunset glimpsed over the not-so-distant mountains, casting the room in a golden glow.

The laws among their people are sacred.  The laws of hospitality, however, transcend all nations, all tribes.  The woman who paid for and designed the house serves, and the first person she serves is the unexpected guest.  They are a test of one's hospitality, a blessing to the house and perhaps how they are treated is an omen for the peace or lack thereof that one will find there.  Whether that is on her mind or not, Avery smiles at Lola when she offers her a plate filled with tenderloin and prosciutto and potatoes and watermelon and a glass of sparkling water that is so clear and clean that it glints in the dying light.  She has a similar smile, but a more knowing one, as she invites Calden, pointing out something she thinks he'll like.  And it is meaningful that she and Javed choose their food last.

It would be different, if they were different.  But there is nothing to prove by demanding the first share of what is so readily available to them both.  There is only what they can show to their guests, as the four of them sit gathered around a hearth to eat together.  And that is enough, maybe, to be able to show.  To share.  It has been enough, after all, for people of all cultures for eons:



to sit together, and share a fire and a meal.

Tuesday, November 26, 2013

Weigh the Risks - 11.24.2013 [Hector]

Lola Hawkes

It didn't take a lot of effort for Lola to convince Tamsin that she would agree with helping with sled-related battle tactics on a night that wasn't this one.  Some day soon they would take the sleds that Lola had mentioned up where there was snow and ample slopes for use, and Lola would use the battle savvy that she picked up during her induction all through her pre-teen and teenage years into the life of someone who was supposed to do nothing but Battle and Lead and Fight and Win all their short lives.  While Lola herself was no Garou, Celduin was wise to utilize the knowledge that they knew she had anyways.

After all, who was it that had used the words 'cleansing bomb'?

She's invited to join back at the house, of course, but Tamsin's on a mission of rectifying the matter of Theurges doing Galliard-honored rites by learning them all herself.  If she joins them, it will be later, as the night was still quite young and there was plenty to be done still after all.

Lola could argue that there was plenty of patrolling to be done still as well, but a good ten hours spent out walking the lands so far was enough to satisfy her, so she and Hector had gathered their belongings (her, the satchel that kept her supplies, Hector the project he was working on) and started the hike back east toward The Homestead, into the yawning dark cold mouth of Night.

The wind had picked up, and Lola grew tired of the way it made the tips of her hair bite at her face when it shifted its direction, so she had since taken an elastic from her wrist and bound the mass of dense black hair into a knot at the nape of her neck, pulled specifically so that the sheet still covered up her ears to make up for the hat that she was not wearing.  They'd been walking for about ten minutes now, content in one another's quiet and presence for the past couple, when she turned her head to look at what he carried with him and ask:

"So, do you want me to teach you to use that thing when you're done with it?"

Even though Hector's never seen her handle a bow or keep a quiver on her back in his life.


Hector Ghosh

Eyes aimed at the white-capped peaks of the mountains and consternation come across his face made Hector a fair target for his packsister's mockery. Of course he wouldn't want to head up into the mountains this time of day. It's too cold. He might freeze his balls off again.

The outdoor gathering ended with raised voices and threats of violence as their gatherings tend to end. As the last survivors of the original pack Hector and Tamsin are more like annoying brother and sister to each other than they were even a year ago. The thought that she would have gone off with Corey had the Ahroun hesitated long enough to give her a choice never goes far from his mind.

Yet Corey thought given the choice she would have stayed with her auspicemate.
Clearly the men in Tamsin's life are idiots.

Their ways parted then. She went back to the Caern's heart and the Uktena went back towards home. Hector held the bow on his shoulder by the not-yet-secured string, the arrows secured in that same hand, that he might keep the other arm around Lola's waist. His fingers curl against the fabric of her cloak without a pocket to duck into and when they reach rougher terrain he gives her back her space.

After ten minutes comes a question. A laugh comes out of his throat.


"Teach yourself how to use it," he says. "I didn't make it for me."


Lola Hawkes

The arm about her waist is a welcome thing, although she can't very well return the affection without exposing herself to the cold air outside.  Besides, she's found that mutual arm-looping threw off gaits, sober or drunk.  Your level of intoxication only determined the severity.  Regardless, they hit a point where they're walking over rocks and watching their step so as not to cause any to kick loose underneath them, and he releases her to instead allow the both of them the balance they need to cross this part of the land.

He laughs and explains that he was actually making the bow for her.  Lola's eyebrows hopped up on her forehead, and she paused to tug the hem of her ankle-length skirt free from a scrubby little bush that it had snagged on.  Over the past couple of days Lola has left her jeans alone, finished with the discomfort of having the one pair that can still button done up, and more than through with the aggravation of having to constantly tug them back up when they slipped if she opted to just leave a button undone completely.  She owned a couple of skirts, surprisingly enough.  She inherited several when Maria packed only what she could fit in a duffle and left.  Maria was a more slender thing, but they were the same height and these skirts were adjustable in the waist.  More of a hassle than jeans, but she'd live with it.

"Huh."

That's all he gets at first, acknowledgment while she thinks about how to feel when presented with the thought of using a bow and arrow.


"Well, at least it's not traceable and arrows can be made instead of bought like bullets...  And I'm pretty sure I've got an ancestor or two that'd be proud of it."


Hector Ghosh

"Yeah I thought I was going to have to call on mine to help me. I hate doing that, though, it's not like going through your list in your phone and getting to dial up that really cool great-great-aunt who knows everything about everything and doesn't get mad at you for bothering her. It's like oh, okay, cool, I got like a ten-percent chance my crazy alcoholic great-grandfather is going to show up and decide he wants to just stay in my body for the rest of the day, that's always fun."

There he goes rambling on about things she doesn't have any firsthand experience with again. More often these days Lola is noticing that Hector by default assumes she knows what he's talking about and takes his cues on what he needs to explain by gauging her reaction to his rambling.

That night he came home starry-eyed after an encounter with animated trees in the woods she had had to keep him tethered. He wasn't in such great shape after they broke into the hotel either. Turns out he had harvested that Bane for its Gnosis and the only reason he wasn't dizzy with the experience on this side was they went right back to fighting. In the room he'd found and guided her to he'd lain awake for a while staring into the dark like he was listening to something she couldn't hear, murmuring to it occasionally in that spirit language she will never learn, and it had taken her shushing him to get him to shut his eyes and sleep.

At least today he's not influenced by the moon or the spirits. He's just hyper. That's what happens as the moon grows slimmer. His personality has room to breathe.


"Anyway, yeah, that's why I thought it'd be good. You know. If you wanted to. I was reading, too, you can shoot a target like four times as far away with a bow and arrow as you could with a handgun. That's pretty badass."


Lola Hawkes

The night that they'd gone back to the hotel room Lola was exhausted.  She'd put up post against the ice machine some three doors down from the vacant room that Hector was accessing from the Other Side and bared and snapped her teeth at a puffy man in his fifties who had approached her.  He'd gotten four words into his attempt to invite her back to his room to join him before she had effectively scared him off by stating something hard and tooth-clacking in a language he only had the slimmest grasp on.

She'd fallen asleep as soon as she was in the bed, but was awoken a little under an hour later by Hector's muttering beside her.  She'd rolled over and pulled herself up to rest on his chest and shushed him, encouraging him to rest.  Eventually he did, and the drive home the next morning was uncomfortable because of ice and snow and nervous drivers but Lola was capable and confident, and she got them home with some delay but no trouble.

Now as they walked she contemplated the bow slung over Hector's shoulder and thought out loud for him to hear her process:

"Well, it's no sniper rifle.  Won't hit as hard or at the same distances.  But it's sure as hell gonna be more mobile than one, less expensive.  That point about 'em being tough to track still helps, too."  She hefted herself up over a jutting ledge in the landslide, hiking her leg up and bracing an arm on Hector's shoulder to get herself the rest of the way there.  With his support, she's standing on the plateau on which they would walk until they reached the house, and she holds her arm out from under the cloak, exposing that bleach-white sleeve of her sweater in doing so, to offer him the same support that she took to get him there as well.

"Plus, I could get the Theurges to make me some killer arrows.  Spirit imbued.  I'll bet Milton could hook me up with ones that explode, too, I remember that fool yammering about explosive ammo at one point."

Once Hector's up, Lola pauses like a thought occurred to her and looks at him a little harder, a little differently.


"...Don't think I knew you could reach back to ancestors like that.  Haven't seen you do it.  ....Should I be aware of that?  Like, will your grandfather come home wearing your skin sometime and I'll need to lock you-- him outside?"


Hector Ghosh

As she talks Hector alternates his attention between the occluded path ahead of them and the words streaming from her consciousness. It's an adjustment to the lifestyle she's used to but he doesn't have to try and sell it to her. Not only an adjustment but a rational one. A gun is useful for hunting animals and for fending off intruders and idiots who decide it will be a fun time to encroach upon her territory but for all the time they've spent in the city so far this year and for how much time it looks as if they will spend in the city in the future the potential of drawing more attention to themselves than they already have is too great to ignore.

Hell, Hector accepted the consequences of his own actions insofar as they attracted the attention of local hunters. If he's going to maneuver around the city he needs to be careful about what he does where. Scaring the shit out of doctors and nurses and patients and visitors is not a way to go on about one's business without drawing attention to oneself.

Even as they edge towards the end of the first trimester of the pregnancy and Hector becomes more aware of the changes in Lola's body and what it means for the baby's safety he doesn't wave her off or insist she not do as her body tells her she is capable of doing. She is just as strong as he is even if she is not as quick or skilled with her fists. She is sturdy at least and when she holds out an arm to help him up the landfall Hector does not shrug her off.

He hands up the unfinished bow and arrows to her and then takes her hand and helps her haul the rest of him up over the ledge.

They continue on with her holding onto the new weapon and he keeping a hand on the small of her back until the terrain levels out. Her eyes shoot to him with no small amount of flint in them and he looks over at her slow. One eyebrow lifting up like to mock the sudden sharpness of her gaze.

Then a bit of color leeches from his face and his eyes widen like that's the worst thought that's come into his mind lately. It trumps imagining Corey and Lola in bed together. That's how awful it is.

"Ugh," he says as the blanching turns to a scowl. It's not an unfair question. "It's not something I'm worried about. Most of the time if I screw up trying to call on them I just end up sitting there drooling on myself because they all start talking at once. It's... okay, it's not funny like hah-hah funny, more like I'm the first Garou born to that side since he croaked so I didn't think I had that many ancestors. He won't show up unless I really biff it."

That doesn't answer the question. Hector clears his throat to make room for a story and rubs his hand along her back like to gather up his thoughts.

"Before we picked up Corey and Tamsin, remember, it was Willow and Glen and Maria and me? I don't remember where we were but I tried to call on my ancestors to help me run faster. We were retrieving some artifact out of a cave for some old blind spirit-talker at the Sept in Mexico and I was dragging ass. Apparently instead of going catatonic like I was expecting, good old Rapes The White started riding my bones. They didn't realize it until we got out of the cave and he didn't want to leave. Glen and your sister ended up pinning me to the ground while Willow yelled at him. Took a few hours. I had a wicked hangover by the time the drunk bat finally left."

Still doesn't answer the question.


"If that ever happens again, just lock the door. He'll leave eventually. Just, I don't know, stay away from the windows so he doesn't see you. Supposedly he refuses to speak English, you won't have a hard figuring out it's not me."


Lola Hawkes

He'd gotten into a habit of touching at her back as they walked in a small, bracing gesture that was intended more to assist than to guide.  If they climbed multiple flights of stairs together (as was the case when visiting Anthony's apartment), or when they were taking the uphill walk on any of the slopes out here.  She wasn't bothered by it.  Frankly, she surprised even herself with how content and comfortable she was with much of Hector's affections.  Even when he got into the habit of scooting down the bed in the mornings and whispering songs and stories to the budding baby she did not push him away.  She was moderately uncertain at first, and that made her a little uncomfortable because she was still coming to terms with the pregnancy itself, but these days she just tucked one arm behind her head and let the other hand brush through his hair.

Now, though, they walked and he rubbed at her back through the thick, rough wool of her cloak and he explained that chances were slim that she had to worry about this unwanted ancestor coming home in his place.  It has happened before, though, a few years ago before Tamsin or Corey had started to follow with Fog.  That meant it could very well happen again.

Lock the door and he'll leave.  He doesn't speak English so you'll know it's him.
Wait, correction, refuses to speak English.  That was different.


Lola scoffed a little and shook her head.  "Well, if it's happened once it's bound to come up again some time."  She didn't put much a filter on her thoughts with Hector, not in scenarios like this.  Her tone was matter of fact even if her expression was the tiniest bit sour.  "I'll do my best not to wreck your body too much if I need to teach him a lesson when it does happen, though."  She bumped her hip and shoulder to him affectionately as she said this.  Her words themselves came out in a way that was unconcerned and a little dismissive, perhaps peppered with jest, but he could be sure that she very much meant what she said.


Hector Ghosh

Times being what they are few humans their age give any consideration to the idea of starting a family this early in their lives. Most humans their age are looking at college if they are so lucky as to have the wealth and the opportunity.

Dr. Ghosh's fear of his only son dropping out of school to work at a gas station and do nothing with his life but smoke marijuana and play video games was eclipsed only by the fear that his son would come home one day, 17 or 18 years old, and tell them that he'd knocked up one of his classmates. Hector's father had no notion of a greater terribleness than his child failing to live up to his expectations.

That son has been missing for four years. It is easier for Hector to believe his family thinks he's dead. They do not think he's dead. They are still trying to find him. They have no idea that he's alive in Colorado with a Mexican-Native woman awaiting the birth of a child.

They're supposed to be a team. They have to support each other. They suck at talking about their fears and the things that bother them. They do not know how to accept help when they are wounded or in pain unless they cannot physically move and have no choice but to accept the help. Yelling is the only thing that has gotten through to either of them in the past. Yelling or physical dominance.

They're learning. Without parents or trusted elders around to answer their questions, with Hector being an alpha who played a decisive role in the subterranean battle last month, they have to figure this out on their own.

On a brighter moon he would have reacted animal-sharp to the insinuation that it's only a matter of time before he calls on his ancestors and the one with whom he is most familiar takes that as an invitation to stay a while. Would have found it neither optimistic nor amusing that Lola has a plan.

Tonight he laughs a low laugh and slings his arm around her shoulders after she bumps him.

"You're too good to me," he says as he presses a kiss to her temple. Keeps his arm there as they continue on towards the back of the house. A new tension comes into his body and before she can ask him what's wrong Hector tries something new.

He outs with it.


"He was an Athro, when he died. My great-grandfather. He came from a really long line of Uktena. His great-grandmother was an Ahroun who fought against the railroad expansion. It still ended up coming anyway but she took a stand against the Wyrmbringer. You know? That family was kind of a big deal and he decided he wanted to drink it away and now my mom doesn't even know what she is. Some of that breeding had to've trickled down to her or I wouldn't be here, right?"


Lola Hawkes

Times being what they are, Lola truthfully wouldn't have originally planned to have a child at this point in her life herself.  It would be optimistic past the point of what she was capable for her to expect that she would live long enough to reach her mid-thirties and choose only then to settle down, though.  Lola lived life hard like the brothers and sisters who shared the moon she was born under, and the scales were weighed even more so out of her favor since she went into fights with guns and soft flesh-- no armor, no healing capabilities, no fangs or claws to rip and tear with.  She had to rely on those same brothers and sisters to mend her soft flesh and hard muscle when it failed to do so itself.

Yet, she also accepted that she was a Kinfolk in very specific and dutiful ways.  Though she would not surrender her self-perceived responsibility to guard the Bawn and fight the Wyrm in favor of working a job and earning money to support her Cousins, she still knew the importance of continuing the line.  She knew that her family's lineage was strong, that the Hawkes have been here out West since before white men came to introduce the weapons that she now relied on to survive combat.  She knew that her chances of breeding True were higher than others.  She simply didn't think that anyone would be patient or delighted enough to settle down with her long enough to procreate before she burned herself out like a burst of flame in the night sky.

Yet, here she was with a Galliard who walked with his arm around her shoulder, who loved her hard and clear and never shied away from it.  They hadn't expected to make a child as quickly as they did, but at the same time they'd spoken and addressed the matter already -- let's just let happen what Gaia determines is best, is what they'd decided.  Now that the stunned shock was wearing off they could boast that they were just that good at continuing the race.

As they walked, Hector told her a brief story of who this great-grandfather was.  He explained that the man came from a long line, deep and proud as the one that Lola came from, but diluted by drink and human women that had somehow trickled down to Hector, a kid that was an entirely different kind of Indian, standing here today.  He ended the story with a question about his mother, and Lola looked mildly surprised but mostly inquisitive when she switched her eyes from the horizon they walked toward to the side of Hector's face.  A moment was spent surveying him before she looked forward again, rested her shoulder to the side of his chest, and continued walking while she answered in a tone that was thoughtful but somehow authoritative-- like she knew what she was talking about.


"Well of course.  If your great-grandpa's line went through her and was strong enough to generate you, then of course she's got his breeding.  Possibly enough that Garou would recognize it if they saw it, which would make me surprised that no one out in her city has sniffed her out and reached out to her yet.  It's likely that it extended to your sisters, too.  If they're related to you, your mom, and your great-grandpa then it stands to reason that they'd be Kin themselves-- the lot of them."


Hector Ghosh

One would think someone would have explained this to him by now but he hasn't told a ton of stories about his fostering. Allusions to it come rarely. The pack that taught him what it was to be Garou was gone by the time Celduin as it was rolled through the Sept of the Painted Sands and scooped him up.

Babysitting a Lost Cub who just happened to be the great-grandson of a spirit-talker of such renown and stature that even his deeds at the end of his life were not enough to knock him out of the stories of their people was not what Blood on the Leaves thought he would be doing with himself at that stage in his life. The parallels one could draw between the Garou responsible for knocking Hector so far into the human world it's a wonder he ever changed at all and the Garou responsible for making sure he survived his Rite of Passage are not subtle parallels. Both perished as a result of their obsessions.

If Hector has nightmares about things he saw when he was a Cub they are quiet nightmares. He does not bolt up out of a sound sleep. Sometimes he draws a deep breath and links his arms around Lola as he had the night they came home from the punishment rite. But in those moments he says nothing.

And he says nothing for the moment Lola looks up at him. He keeps his eyes aimed straight forward so that one of them is paying attention to the terrain so all she has is his profile. A distant pensiveness in his gaze now. His sisters would not recognize him if he showed up at either of their doors now. Between the height and the hair and the Rage, the masculine maturity taken the place of boyish bravado, he doesn't resemble the 16-year-old scowling at the camera in his learner's permit picture.

Just as long as Lola thought no one would ever want to settle down with her so Hector had thought time she would reject him because he was not man enough for someone so wild.


"Yeah," he says with that drawn-out cadence of hesitation. "Yeah, I know, it's just that Helen's going to school in North Carolina and it looks like Cassandra is in New York City. I'm pretty sure Mom and Dad are still in San Jose. Everybody's all spread out. Maybe it's better that way. If nobody from our side's sniffed them out yet maybe that means they're safe. I was just... I dunno, I wonder that, all the time, how nobody managed to catch Mom. Even after the cub finders grabbed me they weren't interested in going back for her. They just hauled me out to Arizona and dumped me at the Sept."


Lola Hawkes

The pair of them were on the average end of tall for their respective genders and cultures-- Hector moreso than Lola.  They were used to traveling by foot, so they each had gaits that utilized their long legs and ate up distance with no trouble.  Prior to the grueling exhaustion that growing an organ and life within you will cause, Lola was the kind of person who didn't know what it was to get tired.  She would have shot up the multiple flights of stairs alongside the Shadow Lord Ahroun last night, without her lagging and him encouraging her (Come on, just another two flights to go!).  When she ran with Eddie and Ivan as cubs, she would scout ahead after growing impatient with their lumbering and circle back to push and shove and taunt until they picked up their pace.

It didn't take long for them to find the log house in which they live come into sight through a patch of trees.  Just before they make their way out of the treeline and into the stretch of plain that would blend into what you could call the 'backyard', Lola stopped walking.  It wasn't abrupt, she slowed down at first and switched her shoulders back a little to indicate to Hector that she would be stopping, that way he didn't try to continue on with his arm still around her.

When he stopped and looked at her, no doubt in question, he'd find that she's got a sincere and serious expression on her face.

"They probably were more worried about you, and figured she's far entrenched enough that they didn't need to bother looking into her story.  That doesn't mean that someone won't, though."

Beat.


"If you're worried about it, we could reach out..."


Hector Ghosh

And he does stop. His cold-bitten hand slides along the shelf of her shoulders as he parts from her. He comes to stand so that they face each other though the distance from her has the cold swirling back in.

Hector does not make as big a show of feeling the cold as he has in the past. It's obvious that he does feel it even through the layers he wears and the gloves and the hat but he doesn't shiver or stamp his feet or bitch about it. All he does is stuff his hands into his pockets and position himself so his back is to the breeze. Braces himself against it.

That cast to Lola's gaze has him wearing a more intense expression than he'd meant to put on for her. No negative emotion in it but his eyes are unblinking and sharp on her. As if his mind is racing and her words are reaching him only through peripheral senses.

He catches the implied suggestion as she trails off and snaps back to the present. Shakes his head hard and frowns.

"No," he says with a laugh staining his voice, "no no, I'm not--" He clears his throat and shrugs. His eyes dart away for a second.

He's lying.


"--I'm not worried. We don't have to do that. We shouldn't do that, it'd be way too much work and it wouldn't even accomplish anything."


Lola Hawkes

The intensity of Hector's stare would be enough to set most people on edge.  Under the pressure of Rage and sharp, dark glinting eyes many Kinfolk would shift their weight, swallow the nature-based fear that tried to lump up in their throats, and watch their following words carefully.  Lola Hawkes has long since established that she had nothing to fear from Hector, and even if she did the whole of the Sept knew that she met fear differently than most.  Were she worried about the way she was being glared at she would default to Fight in the Fight-or-Flight gamble that people play when adrenaline slams their system and their nerves start to quake, and rather than backing down she'd seek to gain fast dominance in the situation as a means of assuring that it didn't go out of hand.

Tonight, though, here with her mate (though no formal declaration has been made before the Sept and subsequently the Nation), Lola didn't even feel the need to go that far.  She just continued with what she had to say.

Hector's answer, though, casts a different expression across her face.  She pressed her lips together and stared at him incredulously.  It was within Hector's bones to deny his concerns, just as he was denying that the cold at the back of his neck and the wind that pressed stiff cold jeans to the backs of his legs was making him long for the fire-warmed house that he lived in.  She appears incredulous, and a drop of challenge is mixed in there as well.

I'm not worried.
Really?  I don't believe you.

One eyebrow raised up, clear with skepticism, and the shape of her arms changed so he can tell clearly that she's crossed them over her chest under the cloak she wore.  He said that it would be too much work, and her jaw tightens as she clamps her molars together behind closed lips.  For a second it seems like she might pick a fight with him-- like she took some kind of offense to what he'd said to dismiss the idea of checking in on the family that he left behind along with the human world when joining packs of Werewolves out in the wild.  That moment passes, and the scales tip in Hector's favor-- she isn't going to yell or prod or dig her thumbs into the personal wounds that were concerns about his past, the fact that he knew they still held out faith for his survival.

"Fine," she says, and rolls her head to indicate that she's going to start walking again before turning and doing so.  Her arms relax under her cloak, back at her sides, and she finds her pace once more.

She just can't help to throw out at the end, though:


"Though I hope that there's no such thing as 'too much work' if there's a chance of accomplishing anything when it comes to family of any kind-- the maybe-humans away from here or the wolves that keep around."


Hector Ghosh

Confusion leaps at him like it's gunning for his throat. Spurred on by the dismissal in Lola's tone and the nebulousness of the admonition she leaves with him. Hector has never shown another creature his throat. He'd fought his last alpha so hard the other male had to walk away from him and Tamsin to keep from killing him. Every time he has been involved in a physical challenge he has heeded an honorable surrender. Gaia help him if he ever gets into a physical challenge with someone he cannot beat.

His honor will only take him so far if he himself refuses to surrender but that's a fear for another night.

Twice now he's been the one to walk away from her when they've been arguing but they were not arguing this night. It's cold and he's lying. Those two circumstances alone are reason enough for her to walk away. Doesn't stop Hector from wearing an uncertain expression as he watches her do it.

"I didn't mean it like that, I just--"


With her back to him Lola cannot read his face or his posture to glean why it is he cuts himself off. Nor can she hear him coming up behind her. He's still standing where she left him.


Lola Hawkes

The one thing that Lola hates is walking away-- from anything, really.  She doesn't like to walk away from fights, she doesn't like to walk away from projects or tasks that are half completed or presented to her.  To step back from Melantha and Erich in the park last weekend was frustrating and burned her face and chest with frustration and embarrassment that she couldn't finish what she'd started, but to go after Hector had been without question.  So, to walk away from Hector outright would have to be even worse.

That's why she doesn't do it.  She'd started to walk, but not necessarily to turn her back to him and leave him in the dust.  She'd figured that he was going to be coming along with, and appeared quietly, blandly surprised when she heard his words but they weren't at her shoulder.  She didn't get far, perhaps six or seven feet or so, before stopping again to the quiet that came when his steps didn't pick up behind her.  She turned around to look at him and blinked the surprise out of her eyes.  Her mouth pressed to a flat line, somewhere between bother and sympathy.

"Look," she starts.  For the clear (but not necessarily dominant) sympathy on her face, her tone erred on the side of bothered.  That was just kind of her default, though, so it should be of no surprise to the Galliard that she sounds a bit aggravated even though she isn't necessarily.

"It's your family.  Only mine by extension if you decide to take them back.  But really, I can't help but compare to Anthony in this situation;  He pretty much lives like a human, doesn't involve himself in this world outside of paying the Homestead's utilities and taxes and talking with you and me.  That's it, though.  He doesn't see other relatives, doesn't come to the Sept, doesn't talk to other Kinfolk or anything.  But even if we didn't need his money--" there's a mild sting of shame there, she doesn't like having to depend on him for his finances but simultaneously understands the practicality and hard truth of the matter -- "I'd still be reaching out to him.  'Cause he's Kin, and since we can tell that, the fuckers out there can tell that too.

"You got a sister in New York?  That place is a fucking cesspool, Hector.  If she's Kin, I'm astounded no one or nothing's scooped her up yet.  Your Mama lives in San Jose?  That's a pretty big city too, isn't it?  If she's made it this far, it could very well just be by the skin of her teeth, and that's not a guarantee of anything.


"It's your call-- you get to weigh the risks, but if it was me I'd at least make sure."


Hector Ghosh

"Yeah, well, the FBI's had me listed as a missing person since 2009 and the only government ID I've got expired when I turned eighteen, it's not like I can just hop on a plane if I want to go someplace far away like you can."

He doesn't mean to sling it at her like a reminder of how easily she went down to Las Vegas two months ago and he flinches when the sound of it touches his ears. Instant apology stains his eyes but he doesn't get hung up on backpedaling from something that wasn't meant as he'd stated it.

If he could talk to anyone else about this without other things coming up he would have by now. Hell, he and Tamsin made headway in locating his sisters. Ignore the fact that a frenzy nearly claimed him because she clicked on the wrong link while he was backseat driving. They have plenty of other things with which to concern themselves before they start worrying about roping his Lost Kinfolk relations back into the Nation.

"I just don't want to leave you here while I'm off moon-bridging around the country checking in with my family. You know? And I know enough about bloodlines that I feel pretty confident saying there's no guarantee either of my sisters are actually Kinfolk. We're so far removed from our great-grandfather that it's a fluke I even happened. They could be human. And it wouldn't be fair to my mom to show up just to tell her 'Oh hey guess what I'm a werewolf and your grandfather was a werewolf'--she's adopted, you know? Her parents, her adoptive parents, they're human. I'm ninety-nine-point-whatever percent sure my father's human. What kind of a Veil breach would it be to show up four years later telling my father I didn't run away or get sold into sex slavery or get chained up in some lunatic's basement, or whatever horrible thing they think happened to me, I'm just a werewolf?"


This is why he hasn't brought up this particular issue yet. It's too convoluted. He doesn't do well with convoluted. His hands are out of his pockets and Lola can see him breathing faster.


Lola Hawkes

The comment about leaping on an airplane and jetting away on a moment's notice is met with a hard stare and a look that turned her eyebrows into straight, stern lines.  Hector's face immediately flinched into apology, and that's where the minor blip in good word choice and (accidental) reference to recent arguments and past indiscretions is left.  She gave a Watch yourself stare, and he simultaneously displayed regret for how it came out.

He pressed on, explaining himself, and Lola was at least good enough to hear him out.  More times than not, to her credit, she would let people talk and actually listen to what they had to say.  She didn't carry the air of someone who was just waiting for the other person to stop so that they could state their case.  Instead, she looked like she had all the time in the world and was willing to give it to Hector here and now.  She was warm under her wool, after all, and she trusted that if Hector got cold enough to jangle his bones and shudder his teeth he would move the conversation inside.  He was a big boy, his body temperature regulation was something that could be left up to him.

Her eyes slipped easily from his face to his body, gauging the posture, noting that his hands slipped from his pockets and were held out in the air, ready for something or just too anxious to be confined.  His shoulders and chest moved just a little faster with the in-and-out of air, but all she did was pass her tongue briefly, thoughtlessly over her lips and look back up to him.

"I'm not gonna argue something that you know more about than me.  That's a fight I'd lose, and we both know I hate losing fights."

She's honest, if nothing more.

"I could argue that I think the Veil gets a pass of consideration when you consider that the humans in question are direct, immediate family members of one of us, but you'd have to ask a Philodox about that.  This moon--" she meant the moon overhead, obscured by dense gray clouds-- "isn't mine, after all."

Her shoulders move up, her chest expands out as a deep breath is taken, and when the air goes out of her its slow and calm, but not tired.  This isn't the kind of sigh she gave when she was exhausted with a topic and trying to wrap things up so she could move on to something else.  It's her making an honest-to-god effort at being sensitive to Hector's situation-- one that she'll never understand and hasn't had to comprehend.  The people she grew up close with all had families that knew what they were, that were involved in this world.  The Sept of Forgotten Questions was a traditional one, and people who didn't drift in and instead grew up in the area had done so in a culture of Wolves and Knowing.  Lola didn't have friends that were brought into this world in their adolescence, nor did she know many Lost Cubs that had to leave their families behind.  Hector was pretty much the only one to fill that slot.

"I'm not gonna lie-- I can't quite understand why you'd keep hiding.  But like I said, it's your call to make.  I can't weigh in too much 'cause I got literally shit-all for experience in situations like this.  I've got no advice to give that isn't all speculation."


She paused, slid one foot forward to rock her weight more toward him, but didn't take any further full steps toward him.  She'd initiate, but not completely close distance just yet.  Her hands would come out from under the cape and spread in front of her, palms up and fingers splayed.  "You wouldn't have to worry 'bout leaving me behind, though.  I can take fine care of myself.  Or be there to brace you, if that's better."


Hector Ghosh

Even if she does not close the six yards between them the fact that she opens up her posture and leans forward as if to come back is enough to have him drawing another deeper breath to keep himself from becoming overwhelmed by the enormity of this undertaking they're discussing.

It isn't much wonder that when Hector has moments of downtime he spends them engaging in activities where he has to fix or create something. Lola has done a fine enough job of maintaining the place on her own. The roof was fixed during the firestorms this summer and the windows let in no drafts. He has had to find things to occupy his time. The vinyl player runs again now and he has started building a bookcase to hold all of the records that have been sneaking home with him when he takes trips into Littleton. Sometimes he brings used books home with him too. The bookshelf is giving him something to do that feels mundane and useful at once. That has nothing to do with his duties.

The bow doesn't quite fall into the mundane category but once it's finished it will be a sturdy and beautiful thing. And he has no real training in woodworking or carpentry. Motherfucker could earn a living wage at construction if he could control his Rage or behave himself around humans but he can't. About all he can manage these days is writing songs when he isn't building something and playing his guitar in crowded stinky bars and then getting his energy out abusing his packsister.

Building a bookshelf isn't the same thing as revealing himself to his parents four years after disappearing. Making a new family would be easier and that alone scares the shit out of him.

Hector comes forward in two steps. Almost always he is the one to pull her into his arms. Only once has he dove at her like this. He was on the ground split open by a Fomor and seconds away from a frenzy that could have killed her. He'd buried his face in her lap then. Now he doesn't hide his face but he still puts his arms around her waist instead of around her shoulders.

Instead of answering her he lets out his breath in a sigh frustrated and grating enough that it nearly sounds like a snarl.


Use your words, Ghosh.


Lola Hawkes

Hector takes two long-legged steps toward her, quick and almost rushing, and wraps his arms about her.  Again, some would cringe from a rush by a Garou with Rage that challenged up against the force of their own will, but Lola stood planted to the ground for all the reasons previously established.  His arms typically went about her shoulders for the sake of height disparity and comfort, but now they looped about her waist and drew her in close middle-first instead.  This brought her stomach to his, and touch brought more firm attention to the steadily, just-at-the-start growing stomach than sight did.  She'd left her arms open to invite him in, and as he snarled hot breath above her shoulder she lifted her arms, the cloak falling to lay heavy against her back, held in place by the heavy button and high neck flaps at her throat and chest.

One arm looped over the top of his shoulders, and the other hand settled on the back of his head, over top the hat that he wore.  She stretched her neck and aimed her face up, touched her left brow and cheekbones to his right, and breathed deep and slow as though she could guide him wordlessly to do the same.

He's a Galliard, he should be using his words, but Lola understands that he's also a Garou, which made him precisely as much Beast and Man as he was Human, equal among one another in their triat within his being.  Sometimes the Man would lose to the other two, and language would drop off the map momentarily as well.

"I ain't asking you to make choices, not right now at least, certainly not for this.  No one is, except maybe yourself."


Her volume is lower here, this near to him, and though her tone is still matter-of-fact she at least has notes of patience and reassuring there as well.  Having a Garou to balance and love is helping her figure out how to be a Kinfolk faster than before.


Hector Ghosh

Even just a few months ago Hector did not want to accept comfort from anyone let alone from a woman. This has been a constant for years. The machismo of youth gave him the notion that he had to be strong every waking moment. That all he was allowed to show the world was anger and even then it was to be a flinty sort of anger. Maybe he'd seen too many Dirty Harry movies before his First Change.

This is something he is going to have to figure out on his own. A lawgiver or a higher-ranked Garou could offer him some guidance to put to rest the notion that he would be committing some sort of violation if he brought his parents and his sisters into the Nation but they cannot make the decision for him. And this undertaking may have less to do with getting back his family than simply making sure they're safe and free from undue attention before he slips back to Colorado and goes on with his life.

Maybe he's just thinking, in light of what happened with the huntress sisters, that it would be better to show himself to his parents before human law enforcement figures out where he is.

Whatever he's thinking is trapped inside his skull as he presses his brow to Lola's brow. His chest moves hard and fast before the purposeful slowness of his woman's breath, the hidden but palpable press of her growing abdomen against his pelvis. He clutches her to him and in less than sixty seconds he's calmed again.

The only person thinking of solutions to this right now is Hector.

He turns his face towards her that he might breathe in the scent of her hair. It comes to him electric with cold and he eases back that she does not have to support him anymore. Hector rubs her back with hands no longer ready to strike out at ghosts and presses his lips to the corner of her jaw beneath her ear. Hot breath shoots out his nostrils like the last of the tension leaving through a steam valve before he speaks.


"We should go inside," he says. "I wanna make sure the grip on the bow's okay for you before I finish tying down the string."